I am obviously having some trouble keeping this blog updated. At first I wanted to wait until our exam project where done, then until the exams where over. Now I have a whole week off and I was thinking of waiting until next week, because right now I just want to relax before our next quarter starts.

My feed reader is also something that I can’t really cope with at the moment. There is so many different blogs there and the few I actually read and enjoy is drowned between hundreds of boring entries by people I have no idea who is. But then again I think that there’s a reason I subscribed to their feed in the first place, so I don’t want to unsubscribe either.

When did this become another chore that had to be taken care of? When did it become something I had to do, instead of something I want to do?

Am I the only one who feels this way? I am having a lot of trouble figuring out if it’s worth it. Sometimes I think that the only reason why I am still keeping this blog alive is because of my fear of failure – and as we all know, to quit is to fail..

NEW LAYOUT! It’s very different from the flashy, colourful layouts that I normally do – but I really like how everything has turned out..

There’s probably a lot of things that needs tweaking so feel free to throw me some constructive criticism.

(I am really sorry about the lack of updates lately, but I am having trouble getting the time to sit down and write.. Both because I’ve wanted to finish this layout and also because school is crazy at the moment, but hopefully it’ll get better from next week on.)

Dear blog,

Though I may have neglected you I have not forgotten you. You’ve been on my mind (maybe even more than I’d like to admit) and I am awfully sorry if you’ve felt like you weren’t a priority.

..Because you are! I have no idea why, but at some point during the past couple of years, sharing my world with the world became a part of who I am and even though I am not very good at it, I have decided to continue with it. Like sports and like teaching, for which I also have a passion, I might not be the most talented, but I will be the best. I just have to work at it and I am not going to back down until I at least know I’ve given it a decent try.

I have no actual idea of what it is that I want from you and I have no idea how I am going to get it either, but I am sure that getting started will be better than waiting for the best concept, the best layout. I need to get on my feet (well, it might actually be easier to do sitting down..) and start working on this instead of planning this great site that I don’t have the experience to make.

Sincerely, Cecelia